Pls don't keep me waiting...

I found this cute picture yesterday about Jesus walking on the water saving Peter who was drowning. I feel like Peter these days, me of little faith, drowning in K*****. Arrghh, been trying to get out of this melancholic state these days. And thank God some days i managed to stay cool and calm all day, but some days i just felt so pissed i felt like strangling somebody *oops* or jumped to the sea which is just a few metres away from my office. Nah, joking lah, i'm not that depressed.

It's just that having nothing to do, keep calling my 'superior colleague' asking whether he's coming to give me some work, given a 'yes' answer but in the end having to wait for hoursss for him, those really get me on my nerves. Can people not say 'yes' and forget about it the next minute? coz it's...heart-breaking :(

I don't want to be sad, i want to stop complaining and try to enjoy myself. I saw my friend who's in the same company as mine being able to enjoy herself so much and i wish i could be like that too. Have i not tried hard enough? perhaps so.....

Anyway, thanks to all my frens who've patiently heard all my stories, many more to go hoho ;)