mixed up feelings :s

My eyes are not even half-opened right now but it’s been some time since I last wrote and after browsing thru my fren’s blog, which I’ve not read for ages and realised how much I’ve lost touch with the world =(, I felt like writing something now… Countdown information, it’s 7 more weeks to holiday! and next week there’re gonna be 2 days holiday phew!!

Been thru lots of ups n down this week. Work got pretty bad sometimes, like today, dat I felt like crying, I did cried actually, and I hate it when I cried uurrgghh….those people….got me on my nerves!!! *breathe in….breathe out….* The rough and rude environment seems to have an effect on me, coz now, I’ve started to curse people, even though I didn’t really say things aloud but I’m cursing in my mind and arrggghhh, this is bad!!

These few weeks I’ve got to start writing my report and logbook which is again kind of stressful, coz I juz don’t know what to write…I can’t possibly keep writing the same thing right? looking for missing valves :s but that’s what I’ve been doing, walking around like a fool, perhaps 5 km a day at least. Never in my life have I ever got so pissed and mistreated and arrggggghhhh I better stop here…. this is getting nowhere good.

Okay, maybe I shud end by listing down some good things that did happen…Hav I told u I went out and watch movie with some of my colleagues, ya I did, and it was quite nice =) ..I went up the vessel for the second time hehe… and I did find some of my missing valve…and he asked me out kekekkeke…though I couldn’t say yes becoz of some things….Gosh, I better keep myself in control and get to sleep now!!!!